SPILL•2009
Scars will almost always vanish in time
Just as I will slowly fade away
The end has already went and gone
I will never wait for the things you will never say
Don’t worry now about saying your goodbyes
I won’t need them as I’m letting go
Of my last feeble cries
There’s no wondering now about things left unsaid
Every part of me will never change
I will live forever in between friend and foe
Today is the end of me
The me I used to be
Sips of sweet sweet regret
Is all that’s left of yesterday
Substitutions, fake futile pretendings
Nothing more will come of this existance
It was all in my head, for instance
The need is starting to spill
And the millions of versions that I despise
Scattered into places that no one will ever see
So don’t try to tell me that I matter to you
I know that’s not the truth
I was just a moment that came and went
The newness means more to you than I ever did
Absolute clarity resides in these new feelings
Don’t concern yourself with my healing
You’re more gone than you ever were
And you know that’s true
Homeostasis 