Maybe I’m feeling a little defeated as life has been unbelievably difficult to juggle. My strength has been replaced by a fragile state. Although it’s difficult to envision surviving the next month, of course I know I will. My spirit is low and I miss any sense of order that I once had. I’ve undoubtedly taken on too much at once but I know I will push through. I knew this would be challenging but could have never imaged it would be test me on this extreme level. Here’s to reaching the other side. I’m certainly not giving up.