Every previously established rule, boundary, habit or opinion is just waiting to be broken, crossed, changed and replaced with something new. We are constantly changing: physically, mentally and spiritually as much as the world is changing around us.
As I continue to grow up daily, some of these changes in me are positive, powerful and wonderful. When negativity strikes me, I fight back. I have noticed and documented a lot of patterns in my behavior on a weekly basis. It helps me to step back, observe the way I act and react, so I can use these actions to benefit me and who I am striving to become.
For the past few years, I have held onto the dream of becoming a nurse because of my need to take care of people that is deeply rooted within who I am. But lately I’ve gained several new ambitions. I want to study psychology, natural medicine and food safety. I want to educate the world about the poison that is being put into our food and I am passionate about promoting health and wellness. I also want to study the human mind, the way it works and why we feel and act the way we do. There is nothing that I have ever wished to understand more than this.
Some days New York makes me feel so powerful. As I walk the streets, the energy and vivacity of the city fill me full of life. I am positive that I can make anything happen here. I can change my whole life. I just have to work really fucking hard. And keep believing…