I am hoping that New York can successfully toughen me up a few degrees…
Sad times are too often and I am running out of ways to make it go away. Also, I get attached to people too often and without enough thought. It hurts too much when they are gone and I can’t seem to let go soon enough for my own good.
Without being selfish, bitter, angry or cynical, I must change. In a way, I already have.
Moving to New York where there are millions and millions of people. I’ll blend and go unnoticed, as I want it. The only hope I hold onto is for me and my future. I don’t need anymore letdowns.