Sometimes I forget how much I absolutely love to write. Nothing will ever compare to how it makes me feel…
Throughout the winding roads and the windy streets, the sleepless nights and the constant feats
That pretty hate and the words that stung, the endless desire that always hung
The busy way my mind behaves, the almost never present logic that always saves
Those restless times that felt so, and everything I ever claimed to know
During my darkest dark and my lowest low, somehow light always knew when to show
The dreams I dreamt and the plans I once made, only to start over again after they fade
To the friends that turned out to be real, and for those that couldn’t survive
I feel just fine without you, in fact I’m more than I ever was. Now I’m alive
Amidst many tears shed and countless smiles had,
the ups and downs, the good and the bad
From the pure innocence of the blind I used to see, these days my eyes are finally free
Transformation takes place in times of disaster, something not so simple to master
Education comes in all forms and I cherish everything that I have learned
Thankful for every heartache from every soul I have ever yearned
I am finally on my way after a lifetime of trying to make sense of it all,
I still don’t have the answers and yes I’ll continue to fall
Now I have something new, a simple little kind of free,
Losing my mind and keeping the faith, but then again I’m still me
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Homeostasis 