My friend Ellen sent me a card today. It made me cry. Then I laughed at myself for being the way I am. It also made my day. That’s the power of friendship. People that are there for me, no matter what.
I hiked South Mountain for the first time in a while. It felt amazing. Last year at this time I was going almost every day. I will be starting that routine again. I have a personal reconstruction goal that I need to meet by October. I intend on being the hottest Maid of Honor that anyone has ever seen. Ha.
In the midst of feeling numb most of the time, there are glimpses of the future. What I see is a whole lot of change, necessary growing, goodbyes that will need to be forever, and starting over. It’s like I’ve been playing in the kiddie pool for quite some time now. It is time to climb up that ladder, run full speed, and jump head first off the high dive. Sink or swim, I am ready.